the perception of love.

A promise in the dark ; Ill make mistakes , and be desperate at times but doesn't change the fact.  I gave you me, divided by so many memories . I never wanted to let you but you're creating the gap , the space for us to be torn apart, and i tried to never let go with all my heart and yet we might end up being apart. I thought this was the ending of all the sorrow and misery, i wasn't ready to handle another big rock and make a stepping stone but its you ,your the reason for me to let you go, your the layout of what will happen in the present and the future to come. People say that two, is better than one. That two people are stronger than one. But unfortunately this doesn't happen to everyone, and im the selected few.  Its harder than you think it appears, it may cross your mind once or even twice but over all at the end of the day, its not a toy that you can throw and break. Its fragile, something you don't play with. At this point , ive fallen for you so hard and i just cant get up alone. Knowing you will always hurt me, makes me want to say , were trough--but again, i want to give up, but my heart just doesn't seem to get tired of you. i really do love you, but is it all worth the pain, or should i just closed the final curtain. Now tell me why i choice to go this direction.

Irony.
Sometimes you just expect something , and before it flashes your eyes , everything just becomes the opposite When all of a sudden , everything just changes, everything just becomes heaven to hell, from friendship to strangers from people to shadows. I remember when i was young everything was easy going, then when i grew up . The thought came in as we are drifting away . Your motivation, your acts ; your self control. everything impacts on our friendship, we might act like the best of friends, like nothing ever happens but we both know deep inside that our friendship will soon drift away.  Its ironic because i expect much better from you, i expect you to be a person to look up too, but yet you always seem to prove us wrong each day that passes by. I wanted to keep the promise you made, the promise you swore on our friendship. But its failing, your pulling a petal out of the flower each time. I want you to be happy, but know that i cant give you everything. Id do whatever it takes to be a good friend but i cant devote every piece of my life to you. Im sorry, but this time im not backing down. Hope you know that i try to become a better friend. But this time i dont think i can, i was debating but the run way was just waiting. And therefore im sorry, but Ill crawl until i can walk, and ill walk so i can run, and have the strenght to fly into love .

-Kgsg.

when you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place. -Melissa Laughlin.