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Hollaah at me ^ >;)
`Karen gamus is the name, A bubbly kind of person with a loving family and friends. Living my life is like a fantasy filled with happiness yet alot of experiences to overcome. Ive desired to look beyond my imperfections and find life perfect. I was born and raise to trust in one God and that's the man above.I do believe that everything is possible and Miracles can work wonders. I'm just another teenager that goes trough the same hardships adults do, but with living in the fullness of christ I am able to laugh, live and Love.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

For everyone out there.


Think I'm hurting you too much, maybe this is goodbye , i can't stand it when you're crying inside.

Goodbye
, my one and only prince.

- Your Cinderella.

I remember ; you said " Promises means everything, but remember, a sorry means nothing."

Well, here it is .
I would like to say, I'm sorry for being around.
I'm sorry for laughing to hard.
I'm sorry for criticizing myself every minute of the day.
I'm sorry for not caring.
I'm sorry for lying.
I'm sorry for being demanding.
I'm sorry for wanting things that are Impossible to receive.
I'm sorry for being sad, jealous & boring.
I'm sorry for screaming so loud.
I'm sorry for hurting to hard.
I'm sorry for judging to often.
I'm sorry for being a bad sister.
I'm sorry for being a bad daughter.
I'm sorry for being a bad friend.
I'm sorry for being a bad girlfriend.
I'm sorry for being a bad student.
I'm sorry for lacking talent.
I'm sorry for not pleasing everyone.
I'm sorry for crying.
I'm sorry for smiling.
I'm sorry for being hypocritical.
I'm sorry for giving up on people.
I'm sorry you think I'm rude.
I'm sorry you think I'm crazy.
I'm sorry for making hurtful remarks.
I'm sorry I'm not what you wish i were.
I'm sorry I'm not beautiful.
I'm sorry if I'm not sweet.
I'm sorry I'm not perfect.
I'm sorry I'm not happy...
Nothing is ever good enough for me, for this I am sorry.

& the list goes on.

True repentance is so much more that words. It is deep, inner sorrow of the heart which resonates with the pain of the one who has been hurt. It is also a solemn desire and decision not to act in way which can create such pain in the future. I'm sorry for what i have done. Sorry for even hurting someone like you.


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