The day you messed up, was the same day it brought me Confusion in our friendship.

Whatah daay, so um don't mind me , just having my days + i was just talking about this with dru :D '

I'd like to know why you had to start something so phatetic and idiotic, it's BS. I'm sure that you are happy for what happened, ohai you've reached your goal, what are you happy now? happy that you've hurt yourself, and not only yourself but also , your friends. YOUR friends that you've seen hurt, to get a guy. Correction to get them guys * to choose over a guy instead of a "true friend" is idiotic, it's non sence, to hurt yourself and your friends, it's simply stupid. This wasn't something hard, it wasn't something you needed to have skills for. You just needed a brain, and I'm more than convienced that you have one. So don't act so innocent because the day you messed things up, you messed your reputation up, Not only with your friends, but also to everyone revolving in your world. I'm WERE so fed up with all the crap you're making us go trough, it's sucha a waste. Not only for you but also for us. I hate how you've strived to get someone so much for the last couple months, or should i say years ? Don't you ever realize anything ?
Open your eyes, and look around. Look around, and intake your actions lately , don't be dumb coz you know you've been action like one. Yes you've been one since the 11th . MAYBE just make maybe a little earlier just saying. No hard feelings , s'alll goood ? Don't worry, we just needed you to get a reality check, and see what's happening in the actual world. Not over text :D aha, but seriously open your eyes and see. see what's going on in the real world. i need you to understand your Consequence , you've caused alot of crying, breaking pens, < LOL @ that. and filled with so much anger. I'm pretty sure you've seen what you have done and what things turned out to be, but i hope you know that , were not letting this go. Things do happen for a reason, and it's somewhere under everything, so seek for it, and stop building walls it won't get you anywhere in life. Enough is enough, you can't always expect to have everything you want, you can't even get all the things you need. You wont succeed in life, when all you do is be shallow. Stop expecting for something that was never meant to be yours, because know matter how hard you risk your life, it won't happen. ever . And again, it's allright if you can't control your feelings, but it's your motavation that you need to accomplish and devolop in your self. If you only knew how fake and fed up we were to you, if you only knew how much things i found out, that made me slightly not trust someone like you. You would understand why i constantly call you one, and when you say " you're not ", every second that passes by you just give us a proven point. Hurting yourself, Hurting her ,hurting me, and everyone involed wasn't a very pleasing choice, so next time just be careful because if you had that place in your heart to know what's wrong and right, just do the right thing. and actually save people their tears, and don't drift away with someone so inncocent, stuck in the middle of no where , and pressurized with everything that arrised.You're are so unfortunate that you've lost us. Not every friend stays together. And we're unlucky we were chosen. Everything is never what you wanted it to seem.
 
P.s - There's always a way to correct your mistakes. and if i were you, i'd start erasing them now.