Dearest , some guy i like.
Hey there person that gives me butterflies and makes me skip a beat , your cool but you suck at the same time ... You know it's not true at all, you don't suck one bit because you the best thing that ever happened to me, aha okay see arent i so wierd? lmfao anyways these are only for you eyes so if your reading this and it's not for you exit now please and thankyou! * no mean tingz ; aha just saying. Anyways since you came into my life you were a whole new chapter, something new to learn, something that gets your attention,something who teaches you a lesson, something that lets you become a better person, something to dedicate your whole life to. It's an undescribable feeling, waking up realizing that the person you love, is going to say "i love you". I never really thought that this would happen, i mean this is it, and it's right in front of our eyes. i remember telling everyone " it's to good to be reality" but i guess im living my dreams, and there's not a better feeling than that. I can't help but think of you , and even though i do stupid stuff such as making you miss a serve in a volleyball game coz i was cheering for you :$ yet, your still there giving your all to me and i value that more than anything. I know i tell you this all the time but If there was one thing who i would choose to be with , it would be with you. i sortah kindah just a bit maybe ish love you more than anything, i mean that's exactly why i love my life. & even though i say that to you every single hour of the damn day, i actually mean it alot, not because of a habit or too make a conversion , it's because i mean it. I would never imagine, all the things that has been happening the past week , all i know that it's all worth it, that i can't deny it. Remember how much times we got into so much fights , like big fights.. and i actually thought that you would never ever enter my world again because i had so much hatred for you that i just couldn't let go. But now, i can't even stand one minute without talking to you, or giving you a hug. I'm always wondering at night, how my life would be without you, how i would survive without you. It seems so impossible right now, like i don't know how to handle my life? because we control it. Anyways i told you something today about someone and i never really gotten to tell you, anyone could catch my eyes, but you mr president caught my heart. and that's what matters the most, we might not be perfect, i might fail alot , you may make "mistakes" once awhile but never will i make a mistake about letting you go. I want you to be mine for all time , and not only want but i need you or i'll go out of my mind. I see you all day long and yet i'm still so crazy about you, it was like me seeing marians trench or akon at summer rush but a much better feeling words arent able to describe. I don't know where i will stand a couple months from now, or what i'll mean to you, but all i know is that i want to be with you, and never let go , because really i'd rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else, i'd rather be beside you in a storm than safe and warm by self, i'd rather be with the one who hold my arms. I may not be with you all the time, but i know that your the one i love , your the one i need, the one i can't let go of. And right now we have alot of time ahead of us, and i know i'm being cheesy but whatever, let my words not only touch your eyes, but let them rest in your heart, like you rest in mine :) I know years from now i'll be looking back saying , aha oh gosh i was so funny and stupid back then, didn't even what love was really about. Well there's always something that i will never forget, you have got to be the first guy that made me fell for them the hardest, that guy that leaded me to a the right path and actually finished it with me and not left me hanging. I know that life didn't have no gurantees and time outs and no second chances and i was afraid to fall inlove because i wasn't ready to get hurt, but at the end iether way if I'm walking back or coming towards you just know that there will always be a permanent smile on my heart, and it's all because of you. I've come to the point in my life when i realize who matter the most, who don't and who never did, I'll forget about the past because there are reasons why they didn't make it to my future, and since you've been studying hard for a the new chapter of my life, you passed and made into my future, and right now that all that's what's important. " loving someone is giving them the power to break your heart and trusting them not to break it" well i have you the power, and now your turn not to break it:) I karengamus, loves you more than spongebob loves jelly fishing, sandy loves karate, Mr. crabs loves money & squidward loves his clarinet, but i need you like planton needs the crabby patty secret formula. Your my one and only one, and i did such a good job finding you. I've got alot of plan in the future, and guess what? you've happened to be in all of them.
I love you prince charming.
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