for AMC<3

Hello , I know i have been so distant from you for a long time, & even though we saw each other that wasn't enough at all, through out all those time we vented on each other & that day when we finally started to talk to each other, I knew i found such a good friend, I'm really sorry if i don't talk to you anymore , Ive been just so caught up so life & it sucks that we barely time too bond with each other, & when all the times you said hello to me on msn, i would love to reply but again, i'm just too buzy . You know that i still love you as much i did when we talked for hours & hours . I'm blanking out right now but i actually have alot to say, ok i really miss you like alot, even though i have my reasons to be distant from you , it still sucks that our friendship still fading away, wow I'm really glad that you've met all my friends, well yeah except one of them, but still , mostly Sandra you guys just bring each other together and everytime im on the phone with her, she would always talk about you, & i say aw, im just so glad you guys met each other.Anyways, i know that you've been so down , but like you know that i would want to help you any day, or anytime . it sucks that i cant do anything when i see all the "fmls" on your name , & all the sad faces, i would like to help to but as much as i want too, its just been so hard to find time yaaknow? lmfao mostly when its hard for me too. but that's ok. Know that i will always pray for you and that you would do good every single day and even though i kindah fail at praying everynight i will try to, because i know alot of people would need prayers, I hate it when i see the sad faces & the fmls ,& eveything that turns me down. I love you & always will no matter what, even though after two years from now & were acting like we dont know each other and that were like strangers but dont worry because theres no way i will ever forget about you, you made realize things, & you made yourself a role model to, coz no matter how much shit you went trough you still dont fail to smile , ok i think im done with this . Anywho , i remember those times when we would talk shit, lmfao that actually really funny & shitt . even though it was mean we were just being true , lmfao right? i actually miss those days, ya know? those were the days that i couldnt turn my smile upside down , i just kept on smiling & yet just forget about the word sad & forget how to frown. :D and i would remember that i kept talking about you, to amy & to sandra and to everyone else . & there like aha, yoo introduce me to her, shes like soo cool & i was like yeah i know right? lmfao. im pretty sure sandra will remember, aha . But yeah i do really love you once again & i can keep saying that over and over again but I know that isnt enough just prove you.
yeah, theres alot of reason why i can actually call you the bestfriend ive always wanted to have, such as just opening up to you the first hour we met each other, and the times when you venting at me , & i was doing the same thing. i was able to open up to you in everyway i can find coz i wasnt afraid to tell you know anything , iether if it was about my family, about my friends, about God, about everything else. lmfao it sounds so like corny, but it is really true . i Remember that day we first saw eaach other @ the apple store, i just stared at you & then gave you a hug, aw i can't lie i was pretty shy near you, :$ Lmfao, buuut i guess it sucked you had to leave early, i actually didnt want to say bye to you, coz i didnt want you to leave. Lmfao .seriously i didn't like it sucked. ahah your excuse that you were gonna help me go school shopping, lmfao thats really funny i was laughing soo hard when sandra told me.
Anyways, I love that you were so asain and that we agreed on everything, and that time when you said "mahal kita" , dáw that meant alot to me believe or not, that was really cute, <3 & i love the fact that most of your best friends are filipino, aha;] i was like yaaaay, thats so coool . lmfao i was like inside well you got one right in front of you. ahah no booost, lmfaooo okay? ahah , oh crap my laptop is like dying soo im gonna end this, even thought i wanted to actuallly say more. ok here you , Ana thankyou for always being there for me , you know that i love you & always with, and i know it sounds homo but whatever, i actually thank God that i found a friend like you, aw<3 te quiro mucho , & dont tear up ahah , lmfao buut its true and it will always will be true, I love you so much, with that passion no ones ever heard of , i wish i can just find that word that no ones ever heard of to decribe you but i cant but thats okay, i will soon . lmfaoooo okay im gonna goo noow , byee i LOVE ana maria calixto with all my heart<3, ugh my laptop just died, but thats okay. I still have to do my hmwk. I think that this is enough for today aha ;] again, so sorry for not talking to you , but i will try my best seriously. I'll pray for you m'love <3 I'll always be here for you. & just remember this, even though wr have been so distant with each other , i've always called you a bestfriend and that i fucking love you , YES homo . lmfao im just keeding, but that okay, I'll go now B e a u t i f u l , mahal na mahal kita for all time ;]<3

bye, Love karen .