Remember? you're just friends.

To fam/yfcfam, friend/pursuefam/cgfam. To someone amazing girl out there.

I'm gonna write something on you're wall that's cute, but don't get so flattered just cos youre four posts made me four times happier today.

So there's this girl, I've known her for quit a long time. She's family/ a loving friend, a yfc /cg fam/ Pursue FAM!<3 She had the ability to make smile and laugh helluh too much. Although distance may hinder us from seeing each other, we didn't let it get in our way. Even if she had to come to my house at 7 in the morning. She was one, I was able to relate to, one i can rely to, one i can open up to and share with. She made me feel safe at times of trouble and offered a shoulder to cry on. I'll tell you our story, It all started in December 2006 when we finally said hi to each other on the dance floor. She was intimidated, idk why! anywho, We were able to work a simply Hi to a "Let's chill" to a "Fam i love you!" Our friendship grew and got stronger and until now, I consider her more than a friend, she's considered family in my eyes and in my heart. [ hollah to cheesy thingz]. You may know her by the name Claudine Mendoza <3 but hold on just yet, because there's not an ending and there won't be one. four years of friendship & counting.
This girls one of a kind, and I love her to pieces. Always here for her forever & a day <3

I would right more, but i have a headache. Sorry fambam, much love!

since no one ever sees this.

a bunch of venting about people everyday that I experience. 

One-

I really hate people who come of strong. It just signifies who they really are. I hope one day she realizes that she's not really the person that someone would want to stick around with & karma will get her back. I mean this girl has the ability to make me laugh because she is over beyond pathetic. She thinks she's all that, in reality she's not. Not a lot of people need her, including me - or even want to KNOW her. why? because she's impulsive in a very bad way. She claims that one person is this or that, when really, She's not entitled to say shit. She just choices to because she has such low breathing. She declares that people are waste, fake, stupid, assholes, bitches. In all honesty people have said that what she says is what she is. It's it defines her. I actually don't give a shit about her at all. All i gotta say is it takes one to know one so IF she's calling people names, I'm guessing she is as well. I just had to let this out :)

TWO -

Sometimes you just need to watch your words. You say things that aren't meant for my ears to hear. You're a really good friend and I love you big time! It's just you say things i don't really want to hear. I understand where you're coming from but honestly sometimes it just goes over the boarder and it's not really pleasing anymore.
Know your priorities and know the differences for who will be there for you in the long run, and who will make you happy for a while then suddenly walk out of your life again. I'm always going to be here, but it's getting tired and wearing my patients out that every time i try to give you advice it doesn't matter to you it's like some  I'm trying to talk to some deaf person. But this time i just want you to focus and know whats really important to you.

I'm stuck like a statue.
I need a reason to hate you.

But, i can never find one.

really,

You liked me when i had no makeup,
liked me when my hair was never fixed.
You liked me when i had no sleep.
liked me when i had eye bags.
You liked me when i cried.
liked me even with eyes that were red.
You liked me when i didnt care on what to wear.
liked me when it didnt on how i looked.
You liked me when i acted crazy.
liked me when i acted foolish.
you liked me,
the same way i loved you.